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lostpositive @ 2006-12-14T15:24:00

2006-12-14T16:26:09Z

There is a man who regularly phones my work and he sounds like Jack Davenport this is a good thing...maybe I should ask him his name.

Dreaming is free

2006-12-12T11:40:38Z

I had a weird dream last night that involved various LJ people,some sort of shop which I guess was in America (it had a very long counter)and a dog that was the offspring of stephen_cramer's Daisy and another mystery dog very strange....

Today's Question is No matter what age you are now is there an age you feel is your *true* age? Do you feel young at heart? Old before your time?

lostpositive @ 2006-12-08T07:35:00

2006-12-08T08:35:46Z

Your Birthdate: June 6

For you, love is a natural progression from friendship. You are almost always friends first.
In love, you are loyal, steady, and honest. You are not a cheater or even much of a flirt.
You are likely to stay friends with your ex... and open to rekindling something in the future.

Number of True Loves You'll Have: 4

Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 5

You are most compatible with people born on the 6th, 15th, and 24th of the month.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

Dave 'On Subbing'

2006-11-14T18:44:33Z

http://www.fallofautumn.com/index.php?option=com_content&task=view&id=174&Itemid=47

Go here to hear Dave read from On Subbing. He is wonderful.....

me me me pt 2

2005-12-09T10:00:10Z

I'm trying to work on my myspace profile and I'm not really sure how to describe myself so I would really appreciate it if anyone who wants to would tell me their first impressions of me.

me me me

2005-12-08T17:31:43Z

hello everyone I'm been fiddling with my myspace profile so go look if you'd like http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=30900218&Mytoken=138D8DD1-E940-B88F-3E6B9817495A67E556046010

it's still a work in progress....

Uncle Kyle says it's time to go to bed....

2005-12-08T12:39:42Z

I cooked a meal for cupcakefilms last night shepard's pie and apple crumble and custard *vegan natch*. It's been a while since I've cooked properly for someone and I was thinking how intimate a process I find it. I guess it's an expression of love. I don't think I could cook well for someone I didn't like. I certainly find it difficult if my food isn't appreciated by the person I'm cooking for. I'm not sure if I could ever really love someone that I couldn't cook for.

lostpositive @ 2005-12-07T13:18:00

2005-12-07T16:03:54Z

1) Was 2005 a good year for you? Overall yes although I've had some bad moments

2) What was your favorite moment of the year? Seeing Philadelphia spread out before me from a seat in a 777.My whole American Trip was wonderful though.

3) What was your least favorite moment of the year? being alone at home for New Year's and being drunk and crying over a boy.

4) Where were you when 2005 began? see above.

5) Who were you with? All by myself!

6) Where will you be when 2005 ends? Unsure about this.

7) Who will you be with when 2005 ends? See above.

8) Did you keep your new years resolution of 2005? Didn't really make any.

9) Do you have a new years resolution for 2006? Sell my house (not sure if that counts as one) have as much sex as possible.

10) Did you fall in love in 2005? Yes

11) If yes, with who? My Philly Boy

12) If yes, do they know? Indeed they do.

13) Are you still in love with them? Yes

14) Do you regret it? No

15) Did you breakup with anyone in 2005? No

16) Did you make any new friends in 2005? Yes, lots.

17) Who are your favorite new friends? so hard to choose but huge thanks must go to pastels_badge for putting me up sight unseen in Austin. Susan you are a star.In fact all my friends are wonderful :)

18) What was your favorite month of 2005? October I was in the States!

19) Did you travel outside of the |UK in 2005? Yes, see above.

20) How many different counties did you travel to in 2005? Just America

21) Did you lose anybody close to you in 2005? No thankfully.

22) Did you miss anybody in the past year? yes lots of people.

23) What was your favorite movie that you saw in 2005? The first Harry Potter film due to the presence of lovely Ron

24) What was your favorite song from 2005? Loads I rediscovered music.

25) What was your favorite record from 2005? belle and Sebastian- Tigermilk

26) How many concerts did you see in 2005? a few :)

27) Did you have a favorite concert in 2005? I know I have no collar farewell show

28) Did you drink a lot of alchohol in 2005? not too much ;0)

29) Did you do a lot of drugs in 2005? None

30) How many people did you sleep with in 2005? three

31) Did you do anything you are ashamed of this year?Not really.Although I did discover my inner pervert.

33) What was the worst lie someone told you in 2005? I tend not to lie.

34) Did you treat somebody badly in 2005? Yes I did apologise but I'm not sure if I'm forgiven.

35) Did somebody treat you badly in 2005? Yes somewhat.

36) How much money did you spend in 2005? As little as possible I saved for my trip.

37) What was your proudest moment of 2005? Actually booking my trip and getting going on the house.

38) What was your most embarrassing moment of 2005? telling my sister about what happened on my last day of work.

39) If you could go back in time to any moment of 2005 and change something, what would it be? I'd shrink the world.

40) What are your plans for 2006? Sell the house. Get back to America. Meet more LJ people.

Random lee

2005-12-06T12:43:23Z

I am ridiculously happy at the moment and I don't really know why. By rights I should be miserable spending another winter in Ponty, falling in love with someone in America who in all probability I will never be in a relationship with but I feel so happy. There is a song in my heart and I want to dance. I guess the outcome doesn't matter it just feels so amazing to have said those three little words to someone else. Don't get me wrong I cried plenty of tears when I was in America and after I was back in Wales. There is a part of my heart that still has hope so maybe when that is finally crushed I'll feel awful but for now every time I think of my time in Philly I get a big smile on my face.

Otherly, I'm looking forward to feeding cupcakefilms Shepard's Pie and Apple Crumble tomorrow. I'd make someone an excellent wife. She is visiting to help me with the decorating which is still going well.

lostpositive @ 2005-12-05T08:40:00

2005-12-05T08:44:20Z

Had a very productive weekend that included:

Paying my water bill
Posting a package to London
Posting a postcard to America
Mucho painting
Cleaning the kitchen
Stripping wallpaper
Going to the library
Watching Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets and marvelling over Ron's eyelashes
Throwing out my broken video
Shaking my booty to the Beatles
One pound hair cut

my beautiful mother

2005-12-02T17:47:17Z

lostpositive @ 2005-12-02T12:53:00

2005-12-02T12:55:22Z

According to Company magazine next year is going to include lots of sex for us Geminis. Yay!

Todays 2nd dumb question

2005-12-01T17:58:11Z

If someone described themselves as a nerd would that A) Make you warm to them and want to meet them or B) Worry that they were really *sad* ?

lostpositive @ 2005-12-01T13:02:00

2005-12-01T13:04:50Z

Would you date me?

Todays simplistic question

2005-11-30T15:49:16Z

Today's question Do you think private people tend towards loneliness more than open people?

me skating with Uncle and Cousin

2005-11-28T09:19:16Z

Me and mum at 3 weeks

2005-11-25T12:03:50Z

On the way from stockholm

2005-11-25T10:35:44Z

It snowed in Ponty last night and this morning it looked like a Swiss village. My morning song was Just like Christmas by Low and as soon as I put it on it started to snow and I did a little dance around the room.

It's all about famerlee!

2005-11-24T10:49:19Z

Moving on from the relationship questions.I've been thinking a lot about children recently. So some questions for anyone that wants to answer.

Do you want children? If so did you always want kids?

If you have a child/children already what age were you(or your partner) when you had your first child?

Did you ever consider adoption?

Cheer up luv!

2005-11-21T18:25:53Z

In the interests of dragging myself out of my post-holiday comedown/winter blues. I'd like to post a question to everyone on my friend's list.

Tell me one thing you like about yourself.

Saturday in Ponty induced no money etc etc Self Pity Blues

2005-11-19T16:22:20Z

Have you ever wished you could let someone know how much they hurt you and also realised that it would be useless to even attempt it. In fact it would probably be counterproductive and result in you feeling even worse and yet you want them to know because if they did they'd somehow magically be the person you so want them to be.

lostpositive @ 2005-11-18T08:00:00

2005-11-18T16:05:05Z

Would anyone like to burn me a copy of this album (Lido by Th'Faith Healers) I used to have it on cassette donkey's years ago but it appears to be missing now. I'd be ever so grateful and I'd send you something nice in recompense.

Wish I could do proper polls

2005-11-17T15:53:20Z

Taking up my pre-trip love themed questions. Do life-changing crushes ever fade completely? I ask because I still feel a pain when I read about my ex-crush's new relationships (I really wish I didn't but I do).

lostpositive @ 2005-11-15T04:11:00

2005-11-15T12:18:08Z

I was talking to Lisa ( cupcakefilms ) last night about my latest romantic woes and the overwhelming thought that I had was that I just don't have the strength to do this anymore.

In West Philadelphia born and raised.....

2005-11-14T18:51:45Z

me and Dave in his kitchen :)